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xxHybridXeroxx

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  1. what I was trying to say, was that my year actually sucked. And it was fine before July 20th. But it was terrible afterwards
  2. For me 2017 started out great, I went on a trip to Alaska in March with my Grandfather. finally passed a class that I failed once before. One More Light came out, and I got tickets to my second Linkin Park show. Then July 20th happened. it felt like my whole world collapsed. For the first few days I felt numb, I spent a lot of time with friends as if I was alone, they knew I'd do something to myself. My mom started a job back in April, and the stress was starting to get to all of us at that time. August I started community college again, and the stress from that really got to me. I was so depressed at the time, I'd skip class and walk around like a zombie. I thought about suicide every day almost, plagued by anxiety and fear of losing the other people I cared about. I have thought about suicide as a passing thought before, but this was persistent. I fought a lot with my mom during this time, and seriously thought about throwing myself off my college's parking deck and ending everything. September to early November was kind of a blur, and I was most depressed during that time, my 20th birthday came and went, and I looked back on everything I had ever done, feeling worthless, than the Chester Tribute show came, and ripped off the scabs of pain, and the sorrow was almost too much. On Halloween night I literally broke down crying in my best friend's arms, I told her it was just too much for me. I missed Chester, and my life felt like it was falling apart. But she told me to hang in there and keep going. If it weren't for that I definitely wouldn't have made it through. November came, and I tried, fighting crippling physical pain (cause I have arthritis), depression and anxiety and made up all the school work I had missed. December was the best month I had since July 20th despite making a non transferable D in one of my classes, I passed the other 2 and had an awesome Christmas. The thing I took away from 2017 the most, and the only salvation of this terrible year. was that my friend is the best. and she was there when others would have ran. and in 2018, I am going to work on bettering myself and hopefully getting out of the funk.
  3. Was pretty terrible for me too. Especially after Chester's death, which sucks cause the first half (Before July 20th) was great...
  4. About 2003/08/07 Seattle (FM) I don't think we'll ever get it... I bothered pretty much everyone at LIVE 105 (Now ALT105.3) and nobody responded to me... I tried calls and emails all year... I also talked with Greg (taper of Atlanta 2004) and he doesn't have the show anymore...
  5. I like gaming, am I the only one? I'm not a hardcore like MLG gamer. But I play relatively frequently, I'd rather listen to LP than do anything else though...
  6. Thought I was the only one who thought that! Yes, probably just mixed low
  7. I agree.
  8. Yeah. Toronto 2008 was great, That Given Up scream from Montreal was otherworldly... APFMH from Rock am Ring is good, but I'd choose Los Angeles 2003 over it, Go and listen to the AUD from that one... Fucking ridiculous.
  9. Agreed. That would've been nice. but still an amazing Live album. I love it...
  10. All that is an amazing list! and shows what an incredible versatile talent Chester was, I don't know of many people who can sing songs like Heavy and One Step Closer in the same set... His Grey Daze stuff was great too, and EXTREMELY underrated. as well as he was a beast singing covers. The stuff from OOA could've been better, but it still shows how incredibly versatile Chester was. If Chester isn't in the running for best singer of all time, then those people obviously don't know music
  11. That ending speech of Sharp Edges is from Amsterdam...
  12. Agreed! He wouldn't want this
  13. I wasn't around the LP community then, (I was a wee one) but I heard of problems manufacturing the CD, and it was released March of 2003 I think... Everyone who ordered in 2002 got a Reanimation DVD A Version... http://linkinpedia.com/index.php?title=LP_Underground_2.0
  14. Yes! Everyone seems to forget that happened with LPU2. I bet that's why we got OML Live
  15. We may still get some down the line who knows?
  16. Agreed 100%
  17. I am optimistic. They may not be strong enough yet... but I think we'll get some down the line.. and we still get that awesome Live CD. I don't even listen to LPU CDs that often... More of a live recording guy...
  18. Probably none with launch... But we'll get some down the line I'm certain
  19. I'm waiting until they release some music too...
  20. I think we'll get a CD or digital down the line... It may not just be right now
  21. Well of course I'm in... don't know about others though...
  22. Yay! Y'all invited me to provide much needed entertainment!
  23. I'd be willing to bet it's just youtube compression...
  24. Agreed, I was going to see them, but then Chester's death happened, so this almost makes it up for me not getting to see them, and I think that's the idea the band had in mind
  25. That's the most idiotic thing I've ever heard, they just lost a friend and want to honor him, and want fans to remember him, how is that milking?
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