My transcription differs from yours. Here's my take (the beginning of the chorus makes more sense to me)
Verse 1:
I remembered black skies/the lightning all-
I remembered each flash/as time began to-
Like a starting sign/that fate had finally found me-
In not so many words
I got what I deserve(d)
Chorus 1:
you pulled me (lower/closer) / and (I pushed you aside)
(gave me [direction/protection?] / and i told you goodbye)
across (that) new divide
Verse 2:
I imagined it right/ -
I imagined you there/ -
and I never (thought since)-
In not so many words
I got what I deserve(d)
EDIT: I've narrowed the chorus to either lower or closer. Down is no longer an option.