You know I'm at the same place Chester was when he killed himself the thoughts run through my mind every time I wake up I repeat to myself every few minutes I hate my life and it feels like nothing I'm doing is good enough ive had everything I loved taken from me I've been set up with criminal charges I should never have been charged with I'm not mom anymore because some paper and bitch with a badge said I wasn't.the love of my life turned around to be fake as hell and used me just to get out of jail when he didn't have to. I'm always going through crap like this and it gets worse every year . Ppl are evil and they really don't care what they do that hurts someone else life is about loosing and in the end you loose your life too . So I know how it feels the shit Chester went through and the sad thing is the only reason ppl want him back is not to help him not to listen to his heart break or just be there cuz he needs somebody . But to use him and when they're done they'll turn away again and forget he needed you to that's life at least he's not miserable in this life anymore at least his souls flying and spirit is free I hope he is happier this life sucks and I get it
